An unlucky night with happy celebrating..

tonight suppose to b a veli happy night..
we finish our mini p.. demo, presentation..
den celebrate jansen's 21st birthday..
take photo for time capture..
watch "the ugly truth" movie..
but during steambot..
our fren handbeg jus get taken away by the fucking indian guy..
wth..
we all run out chase.. but it's too late..
the indian jus went away by a motor waiting outside...
eric even brought the chair along while chasing...
i tried my best to chase.. but i dint c any indian guy while chasing...
when we realise our fren handbeg stolen.. it is too late for us to chase ady..
the indian stole the handbeg with 4 wallets, 2 hp, 1 psb inside..
quite a lot of cash inside also..
shit..
i deeply wish u two fucking indian gonna die by tonight!!!
suddenly bcome a sad night... :(
but still end up with celebrating jansen 21st birthday..
with his "underwear" present on his head..
haha.. hapi birthday jan jan~~ :)

Chances.. opportunity..

i got life to go on...
i got final exam, mini project, report to deal with for this few weeks..
i need to come bak...
life is more important..
i cant afford to go down now...
watever happen although its taste sour, sad.. but its jus a small part of life..
this is also a big challenge for myself..
however i must take this time as a lesson...
don ever think i experience i get immune...
i need to learn from mistake...
get something from my lesson..
wat happen is jus a progress...
this is wat life is all about..
life taste sweet, sour, and pain..
without the taste of pain and sour..
how i gonna know real taste of sweet next time??
chances doesnt come bak.. once i miss.. its gone..
don know when i gonna have chance again??
i wish i been given 2nd chances.. but tat is totally bullshit..
feel helpless.. wat to do.. regret also no use...
but somehow i feel glad to have wat i still have now...
it's gonna be memory and experience..
thanks..

Orphan

tonight we jus watch the horror movie "orphan"..
one hell of the movie..
is reli hell..
i dint watch any movie like..
after i watch it ..i'm still feel scare..
the image of esther in my mind is haunting me..
her face.. her movemoent in the movie..
she everywhere and no where..
wat the hell..
hell shit!!!
wat she think is crazy..
how she look is scary..
after the movie.. my mood now is veli unpeaceful..
not peace at all..
my mood is complicated now..
need sth to relax.. :(